You know i have always tried to act sane, but some times even weeks fail to make u feel that you can think rationally. Sometimes years of irrational thinking removes any traces of rationality. i was a kind of independent person a year back always having something or the other lined up for me, but today i am feeling that nothing is lined up for me. i am just passing through the time. what i want to achieve is to go away from everyone, from everything to reach to a place where I can proudly say i did it. You know u want to be lonely without someone, whether u have only heard the voice for a yr. over phone cos u dont feel like hearing anything else and it makes no sense to think over anything else afterall we are here not to win the whole world, we are here to get some feelings. that if you achieve to get is good enough, else it doesnt make sense, atleast for some time.
a lot many times i felt like going away but it doesnt make sense, lot many times
